Magdalena-Adelina Möller
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- Münchner- & Düsseldorfer-Raum
- Германия
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- Я ищу
- ***Accompanying, establishing, participating, organizing, support, international art, business, culture, projects, events, festivals, organizations, as interpreter, translator, free lancer, against discrimination, racism, problems of Romanians, interested in CV, biographies, evidences, experiences, family memories, notices, stories from the two WWs about Romanians, from Romania, searching worldwide Romanian artists, originating from Romania, theatre people, literats, especially in Düsseldorf, Munich, Bucharest, Romania/Rumania, Belgium, France, Italy ***Begleiten, Mitmachen, Organisieren, Unterstützen, internationale Kunst, Kultur, Projekte, Veranstaltungen, als Dolmetscher, Übersetzer, Freiberufler, Suche Mitstreiter, Organisationen, Gründung einer Organisation gegen Diskriminierung, Rassismus, Probleme der Rumänen, Rumänien, Interessiert an Auto-, Biographien, Familien Geschichten, Notizen, Memoiren, Zeugeanussagen aus den 2 Weltkriegen, über Rumänen, Rumänien, besonders in/um Düsseldorf, München, Bukarest, Rumänien, in Belgien, Frankreich ***Cherche personnes, organisations, supporters, interesses dans la formation d'une organisation, encontre la discrimination et le rasism, pour Roumains, auto-, biographies, contes, experiences, histoires, memoires, rencontres, temoinages dans le deux Guerres Mondiales, avec, des Roumains, de la Roumanie, des artists Roumains, du teatre, dans la litterature, en special au tour du Düsseldorf & Munic, aussi a/en voye Bucarest, Roumanie ***Caut persoane, suporteri, organizatii, participare, formarea unei organizatii contra discriminarii & rasismului, problemele romanilor, interes in acte, auto-, biografii, experiente, intamplari, marturii, memorii, notite, povesti de familie, din cele 2 razboaie mondiale, ale romanilor, despre romani, din Romania, artisti romani, literati, mai ales in Düsseldorf & München, Bucuresti, Romania si imprejurimi *** Busco personas interesadas en la formacion de una organizacion contra la discriminacion, Romenos en todo el mondo ***Cerca Romenas
- Я предлагаю
- in around Düsseldorf, Monaco di Baviera, Munic, Munich, München, Bucarest, Bucharest, Bucuresti, Bukarest, Romania, Roumanie, Rumania, Rumänien, France, Frankreich, Franta, Belgia, België, Belgium, Belgien, Belgique, Europa, Europe... see above especially in/around Düsseldorf, Munich, later in 2009 also on the way to & in Bucharest, Romania, s.o. besonders in/um Düsseldorf&München, später in 2009 auch auf dem Weg nach / in Bukarest & Rumänien, voir ci-desus, en special a / au tour du Düsseldorf & Munic, a la fin de l'annee 2009 aussi en voye / autour Bucarest, Roumanie, vezi mai sus, mai ales in jur de Düsseldorf, München, spre sfarsitul anului 2009 si prin Bucuresti, Romania. Begleiten, Errichten, Mitmachen, Organisieren, Unterstützen, internationale Kunst, Kultur, Projekte, Veranstaltungen, als Dolmetscher, Übersetzer, Freiberufler, Suche Mitstreiter, Organisationen, Gründung Organisation gegen Diskriminierung, Rassismus, Probleme Rumänen, Rumänien, Interesse Auto-, Biographien, Familien, Geschichten, Sagas, 2 Weltkriegen, Rumänen, über Rumänien. Cherche personnes, organisations, supporters, interesses formation organisation, contre la discrimination et le rasism, contre & pour Roumains, auto-, biographies, contes, experiences, histoires, memoires, rencontres dans, deux guerres mondiales, avec Roumanis, de la Roumanie, des artists Roumains, de la Roumanie, personnes du teatre, dans la litterature. Caut persoane, suporteri, organizatii, participare, formarea unei organizatii contra discriminarii & rasismului, problemele romanilor, interes auto-, biografii, experiente, intamplari, memorii, notite, povesti de familie, cele 2 razboaie mondiale, ale romanilor, despre romani, din Romania, artisti romani...
- Интересы
- Art & culture, business, communication, countries, human rights, languages, literature, people, politics, reading, writing, travelling...
- Организации
- Romanian-German culture circle "Apozitia" Munich, "German-Romanian-Forum" Munich / München, IHK Munich & Düsseldorf Looking for *Editors, *Jurists, *Journalists, *Lawyers, *Managers, *Politicians, *Presidents of Organizations, *Producers, *Publishers, *Writers... for a serious case of Discrimination and Racism
Опыт работы
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- 1987 - сегодняшний день
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Отрасли: Услуги
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11/2001
- 11/2009
(8 года/лет, 1 месяц)
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Helmholtz Zentrum München, 85764 Neuherberg, Germany
Отрасли: Научные исследования
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11/2001
- 11/2009
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- 2000 - 2001
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Отрасли: Автомобильная промышленность
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- 1999 - 2000
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Sekretärin d. Techn. Direktors
Отрасли: Искусство и художественное ремесло
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- 1999 - 2000
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Отрасли: Сооружения и оборудование
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- 1994 - 1998
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Отрасли: техника измерения/техника автоматического регулирования
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- 1992 - 1993
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Übersetzerin Engl., Franz., Spanisch
Hein - Lehmann Trenn- & Fördertechnik GmbH
Отрасли: Машинные установки
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- 1989 - 1991
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Cavusoglu & Bogazici Lisesi, Istanbul, Turkey
Отрасли: Образование
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- 1987 - 1988
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Regie-Assistentin, Translator / Übersetzerin
Отрасли: Искусство и художественное ремесло
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- 1981 - 1983
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Deutsch-Lehrerin / Teacher of German
German School Vanderbijlpark, South Africa
Отрасли: Образование
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- 1973 - 1974
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Münchner Kammerspiele / Munich Chamber Plays
Отрасли: Искусство и художественное ремесло
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- 1968 - 1970
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"Theater der Jugend" / "Theatre of Youth" P. Neamt
Отрасли: Искусство и художественное ремесло
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- 1962 - 1964
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Ansagerin, Conferencier, Dancer / Tänzerin
Ensemble "Doina" Bucharest, Romania
Отрасли: Искусство и художественное ремесло
- Тип занятости
- Работаю самостоятельно
Образование
- 1980 - 1980
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NYU
English, Drama
- 1974 - 1980
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University of Düsseldorf
English, Romanic Languages (French, Italian, Romanian, Spanish), Philosophy
- 1964 - 1968
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National University of Theatre & Cinematography Art (UNATC) form. IATC Bucharest
Literature of the World & Languages, Licence in Film & Theatre Art
Art & culture, acting, communication, foreign languages
- Языки
- немецкий (Родной язык), румынский (Родной язык), английский (Свободно), французский (Свободно), итальянский (Хорошо), испанский (Хорошо), русский (Базовый уровень), турецкий (Базовый уровень)
Контактные данные
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- Урождённый(-ая)
- Radulescu
Обо мне
I grew up bilingually, GERMAN-ROMANIAN, "like a German" in BUCHAREST, ROMANIA, as a consequence of the LIFE MY FAMILY EXPERIENCED during the TWO WORLD WARS. I also finishid the "GERMAN SCHOOL" there in 1962 ("A" grades), despite the fact that its HIGH SCHOOL was dissolved for three years during the post-STALINIST era, between 1953-56, for whose reintroduction five parents had fought, my MOTHER being the only woman, and despite the fact that the LIFE of MY ENTIRE FAMILY was destroyed already through the FIRST WORLD WAR!!!!!!
My MOTHER, born 1904, grew-up in a WALACHIAN village, had lost her MOTHER, aged only 33, due to TYPHUS taken from soldiers my GRANMA cared for at their home, at a time ANTIBIOTICS did not exist, (Alexander FLEMING discovered Penicillin only in 1921), at the very early age of only THIRTEEN (13), on Christmas 1917. She and her elder sister (16) survived the illness, but three months later she lost also her GRANDPARENTS, remaining ALONE, i.e. FIVE CHILDREN, of which two younger BROTHERS (7 years and 9 months) and a SISTER of 3, as their FATHER, was fighting at the front. After her FATHER, was released he married a really "STEPMOTHER", who brought her own child with her, so that THESE FIVE CHILDREN where thrown out of their house, losing later EVERYTHING due to the ALCOHOL problems their parents developed. The elder sister married quickly and was gone, so that my mother, left ALONE with all the burden, took responsibility.
There was NOBODY to care for them, keeping them in SCHOOL, so that my mother lately joined her sister in 1920, who had moved to Sighisoara (SCHASSBURG), in TRANSILVANIA, a region returned to ROMANIA after the WWI (see the "Treaty of Trianon"), where she could not stay long as they were too poor. Despite all this, my mother managed to work as a SECRETARY at the office of a GERMAN SAXON advocate living in a GERMAN Pension as a SELF-SUPORTER. She could not continue regular school, but she learned "at home", giving only the STATE EXAMS at the end of each year, finishing thus not only the HIGH SCHOOL, but also the UNIVERSITY in Bucharest, becoming in the end a HIGH SCHOOL TEACHER or ROMANIAN, FRENCH and History as her knowledge of the GERMAN language was not enough to study.
Even after she finished her studies and had married, she continued to work for this advocate, till late in the '60ties, helping by this the GERMAN population from Romania, providing mostly WORKING PAPERS for them from the Ministeries in Bucharest, where she was working, while she carried and cared all the years for her two younger brothers and the sister, as their eldest sister preferred to enjoy her life.
Thus came that after the WWII, she sent us, my brother and me, to the GERMAN SCHOOL, as she had lived so many years with the GERMAN SAXONS, where she had learned their customs and language, intervening as I wrote, also for the reintroduction of the GERMAN HIGH SCHOOL in BUCHAREST, so that they could continue school in their language, keep their culture furthe in ROMANIA, in a time NO GERMAN would have DARED to show up and for sure NOT to PROTEST, fearing to be DEPORTED to SIBERIA, as 80.000 of them were sent, from where just a few were to escape, after what they had done in the SECOND WORLD WAR, see Nobel Prize winner Herta MÜLLER and her book "ATEMSCHAUKEL". By this she took a very big risk, sacrificing herself, in a period NOBODY had the courage to OPPOSE, LOSING her JOB, while my GERMAN TEACHERS just could START AGAIN, after which she was FORCED to RETREAT, being considered as a "FOE of the NATION", in 1956, at the age of only 52 years, with a very small pension, of course...
I was a professional DANCER and ANNOUNCER for two years, while waiting to enter the world famous "NATIONAL UNIVERSITY OF THEATRE & CINEMATOGRAPHY" (called "IATC" at that time) in Bucharest, where it was extremely difficult to be accepted, (630 candidates at the admission exams for each place for females!!!), but after studying there for four years, I received a very valuable DIPLOMA (given to only 12-15 of us for the whole country, per year!!!), after which I was employed by the very best "avant-garde" theatre of Romania to start with, the "Theatre of Youth" in Piatra Neamt, becoming by this a VIP.
In Piatra Neamt I met a WEST GERMAN engineer working on contract officially in our country. After we became friends, the feared "SECURITATE" started to pursue and harass me, menacing and treating me to death, that I will have to leave the theatre, and the city, losing not only my job, but that I will NEVER be allowed to travel abroad, exercising also oppressions on me to WORK for THEM!!!, so that in the end I decided to get married and leave this dictatorial system. But for this, we had to get MARRIED THERE, asking first for PERMIT from the "STATE COUNCIL" and thereafter again for another PERMIT to EMIGRATE, otherwise I would have been never allowed to go, not even on a visit nor as a tourist, and for sure NOT to JOIN my husband!!!, which took me about ONE year, so that, when I finally could "make it to Germany", I had to learn, that we got married exactly IN THE VERY FIRST DAY of a NEW GERMAN law from 1.01.1970 after which I did not become, by marriage, a GERMAN citizen any more. By this I became fully dependent on my HUSBAND and his "GOOD WILL", having to ask every year for the PERMIT to stay for one more year, ON CONDITION that the ROMANIAN GOVERNMENT prolonged my passport, that the MARRIAGE lasted for at least FOUR years and I also LIVED on German soil for at least FIVE years, a MINIMUM of EIGHT YEARS in total, otherwise I would not have got the right to SETTLE in GERMANY, even if I was in the meantime also mother of a GERMAN CHILD!!!
The GERMAN POLITICS and LAW set me fully apart from my more or less "GERMAN" class and school mates, acquaintances and / or friends and also from their absolute NON-GERMAN partners they brought with them, but set me along with ALL the other FOREIGNERS coming from ANYWHERE in the world, who did not have any knowledge or affinity with this nation, language, culture and folk, whose families also never had to suffer because of / and/or from them, and also did not count any PERSONAL MERITS or RIGHTS, DEEDS of my family, no matter, if I would have been an illiterate, a "whore" or "coming from the bush", n a country with 4 Millions illiterates... I remember that the "Securitate" had asked me once, if I do not fear to be treated in Germany like a "GYPSY". I was revolted and not even able "to understand" such a question, but now I know that they have known much more about the GERMANS, than me!...
Coming from an EAST EUROPEAN communist country I was not only very POOR, but also VERY ALONE, as I had come WITHOUT "a FAMILY", itself in big NEED, brought there by the absolutely INHUMAN COMMUNIST regime, a TOTALITARIAN SYSTEM, so my people could not help, the more, they expected, asked and waited themselves for help from me, and also NOBODY else and NOTHING waited for me here. I was not able (and also not allowed) to bring anything ("valuable") with me, just what I had on, some clothes and a few little things, but not ONE PENNY, i.e. NOT even ONE COIN in FOREIGN currency to use the toiletts e.g. (where also from?), and also NO LEI, the country's insignificant currency unknown outside Romania, and what could I have also brought with me??? What naivety! Other emigrants, I learned later, have carried a lot, real values, more or less "legally", but we had nothing and even if we would, I would have never accepted to endanger my ESCAPE and to become FREE!!! I was only 25 years old, a beauty, spoke the language and new the culture, had my studies finished, a diploma, a degree and some working experience, was full of ideas, eager to learn, whishing to read all those "forbidden" books, authors, opinions adn theories, and to work, and had married for LOVE. What could have gone wrong and if, I still could CHANGE all, I thought!!!
Unfortunately I also DID NOT FIND anything here as my husband was very POOR TOO, a young German engineer having a job, it's true, but not POSESSING anything else, like me, not even a BED, a TABLE, a CHAIR or a SPOON, because his parental household was taken over by his sister, after their mother had died, where she started her own family, while he left to work on sites worldwide, to make some more money, so that he had not started anything on his own, having to rent now a small FURNISHED one room appartment, planning to leave again. People easily forget, that the Germans had destroyed not only a lot in the whole world through these wars, but also THEIR OWN and THEMSELVES..., thinking that everybody lives here just "in Paradise"!!!
I had also come anaemic and MALNUTRIED and with rotten teeth from the "RED" system based only on FAKES, CORRUPTION, TERROR and LIES, so many people in the world still "dream" even nowadays and want to install, an intention I would NEVER accept again, after all the terrible experiences I made, gladly to just have ESCAPED, so that I had to undergo medical treatment. Despite of this I got pregnant very soon, but could not carry the pregnancy, so that I fell literarily to bed, giving birth to a PREMATURE CHILD of only 6,5 months, weighing something above two pounds (1,1 kg), which had to be reanimated and put under oxygen, after his heard had stopped, staying for 4,5 months in an incubator, till it had... 2,2 kg, still not enough for a newborn, from which resulted a handicap of 70 %, an incredible sensitivity to all viruses and illnesses, suffering of asphyxiaton attacks, so that we had to run several times, mainly by night, to hospitals, leaving him there again in reanimation, for weeks, under tranquilizers, intravenous nourishment and Cortison. Under these conditions my marriage became hell, my husband being also totally overtaken by the situation, so that he started to treat me very bad, I do not want to describe more here, going then to work on sites again, leaving me ALONE with the handicapped and very sick CHILD, with little money, no car, hardly anything else like a PHONE, for which I had to fight, a (black and white) TV and NO HELP at all!! How could I have called otherwise for the Ambulance of the Malthese and/or Johannites to bring my child to the hospitals!!!???
The money were only HIS, also the CAR and the ACCOUNT and when I rarely phoned my poor, old parents, who could never do this, or sent them sometimes something, he accused me of THEFT from the time and budged of the family!!! Without the "guarantee" of a GERMAN I could not even have an account on my own, if I would have had the money for..., so that I was a kind of a "modern SLAVE" in the middle of this very "DEMOCRATIC", FREE and WEALTHY GERMANY, till I read in the newspapers, after three years, that also WIVES are entitled to have 1/5 of the net family's income as "POCKET MONEY".
I could not go back, as COMMUNIST ROMANIA with its "SECURITATE", the mostly feared organ, would have never given me a JOB, BLACKMAILING me to prize their TOTALITARIAN REGIME and to become a spy! I also would have NEVER put my CHILD in this absolutely INHUMAN SYSTEM I happily escaped myself, where my asiduous, constient, educated and cultivated people had been left to nearly STARVE!!! Unfortunately I could also NOT GO FURTHER, TO ANOTHER COUNTRY, as many people have done, many of those with this so called "GERMANITY", after the had taken everything from here, to become really FREE, and be again that, WHAT I WAS and I (still) consider that I AM, so I had to stay on, being "caught" in an IMPOSSIBLE SITUATION, creating me by this only the PREMISES, ATTENTION: NOT the RIGHT!!!!!!, just the OPPORTUNITY to finally remain here, to ask first, after FIVE years, for the GERMAN CITIZENSHIP, a process which will take THREE MORE YEARS, having NO ASSURANCE to get it, after which I was told, I will be finally "EQUAL to ALL GERMANS", in face of the LAW!!!
I was not free to pass ANY border, to visit e.g. suddenly my cousin in The Netherlands who had settled at 60 km distance from my place, France asked me to enter and leave through the same border point, Italy allowed me only 5 days to make it from the very South to North, travelling home from Greece by car, where my GERMAN husband had worked, in transit through Switzerland I was not permitted to step out the train and the UK would not even have given me a visa, so NOBODY wanted me, coming from a "COMMUNIST" country...
I could also not bring my brother to Germany, who was fired each time the SECURITATE learned that he had a sister married in WEST GERMANY, even if this has occured with THEIR PERMIT!!!, etc. ...
After EIGHT YEARS of fighting to be "NATURALIZED" it took the "Minister for SCIENCE, RESEARCH and ART" TWO MORE YEARS to recognize my DIPLOMA, they nearly forgot it, after which I had to experience, even if the Minister could and did NOT deny my DOCUMENT as such, but the "OFFICE FOR WORK", people who NEVER followed a study or visited a University, DO NOT RECOGNIZE me stating very proudly, that "they DO NOT KNOW WHAT THIS IS", that they DO NOT HAVE "such a THING", and therefore I AM just NOTHING!!!!!!!, while they constantly KNEW to SETTLE ALL those PRIVILEGED MILLIONS coming DAILY ANEW in just a COUPLE of DAYS for which my little, poor family had also "TO PAY" for...
By this vendors became LIBRARIANS, technicians - SUB ENGINEERS, sub engineers, FULL ENGINEERS etc., so they where all more intelligent, very assiduous and better qualified, i.e. very VALUABLE, IMPORTANT people to be "prized", but me, a highly educated INTELLECTUAL, "a PERSON of ART and CULTURE" as my diploma says, a cultivated INTELLECTUAL, was just absolutely NOTHING!!!!
I was in fact only allowed to bear the title of a "LICENTIATE IN ARTS" nobody addressed to me as they did not consider my studies, nor me as a GRADUATE, even if the GERMAN recognition according to their law from 1937 said: "AKADEMISCHER GRAD", ignoring EVERTHYING and ALL, reducing me to a "ZERO", leaving me not even as much qualification as a SCHOOL CERTIFICATE, not even of the lowest form of their "HAUPTSCHULE", NOTHING: NO study, NO profession, stating also that I "NEVER HAVE WORKED", despite of having all papers with me for the approx. four years I was employed in Romania, two as a DANCER and two more as an ACTRESS.
This office gave me just a NUMBER, a BKZ (BERUFS-KENN-ZAHL), as "key" for the branch and profession, this being No. 9832 which meant simply: "SEAKING FOR WORK"!!! I could not trust my senses and my ratio, when I heard, saw and learned this... So, what is a HUMAN BEING WORTH HERE??? They speak daily about GERMAN qualities, families, studies... and they dare to speak about APARTHEID, but WHAT IS THIS???
Slowly nearly all my class and school mates came and I learned a little bit, how they were welcomed here. What a difference!!! Most of them did not want to divulge how they had made and what they have received, but they could not BELIEVE nor UNDERSTAND what the GERMAN government did TO ME and to MY HUSBAND, who WAS and IS "punished" for taking a "FOREIGN" wife, the more, as I was the WIFE of a GENUINE GERMAN from HERE and so many of them had married ROMANIANS or OTHER NATIONALITIES, who had NOTHING to do with or done for the GERMANS, so they started to avoid me, as I was a LOSER...
They did not only arrange and integrate every day MILLIONS of NEWCOMERS not speaking the language at all, getting the status of an "AUSSIEDLER" and/or a "REFUGEE", including also their fully NON-GERMAN partners, who had no other QUALITY than having "JUST MARRIED" LIKE ME, excepting my knowledge and my everything, but also all the endurance of and help given by my entire family, my PERSONAL merits and my RIGHTS!!!
These fully privileged categories got everything and even more above on top, starting with 100 DM (50 € at that time) for "welcoming", housing, clothes, unemployment or directly the retirement money, even if they did not speak a word and had NEVER worked A DAY here, language courses, identity cards, passports, all social securities and facilities, DOUBLE citizenships, loans without interest, money for starting new businesses, dispenses for lost goods, sometimes for "exaggerated" or even "inexistent ones"... etc. etc. etc.
I was also obliged to give up the ROMANIAN citizenship. This was condition to receive the GERMAN one. On the one hand I AM a ROMANIAN, the GERMANS made it even clear to me, on the other, I should renounce to BE exactly THIS!!!??? But, by rennouncing to it, I LOST also the right to INHERIT and/or BUY real estate in ROMANIA. This means the GERMANS take themselves the right to DISPOSE DESPOTICALLY OVER MY ENTIRE LIFE TILL THE END, EVEN OF THOSE GOODS!!!!!!! They had made us already TWICE poor in ROMANIA throughthe TWO WORLD WARS, they made me again poor here, IN GERMANY, and now they continue to take me absolutely EVERYTHING, as by this, I could not inherit ANYTHING like my parental house or the little rest left from my grandparents and/or any other relatives of mine in MY OWN COUNTRY! On the other part, "AUSSIEDLER", "VERTRIEBENE" and their what-ever-of-nation partners COULD as they luckily HAD NOT TO CHOSE BETWEEN. They can also go back in their countries of origin and settle there, as they also often do, after they gathered and received all from here, asking again their goods there, being sometimes rewarded for the second time in their lives for the SAME thing! This might be again some part of "diplomacy" and/or a "hidden" policy, as by this the GERMANS can secure again a little bit of their former lands, many Czechs, Polish, Ucrainians, Russians and some other people fear! (Some do not agree even nowadays with the Oder-Neisse border...).
This means that I will be always and I will have to stay forever on the LOSER's side. How "stupid" and/or "guilty" should I feel? What did I do WRONG??? Are all the others "BETTER" or so much more "WORTHY" than me, even if they did not do ANYTHING GOOD, IMPORTANT or VALUABLE for the GERMANS, NOR THEY NOR THEIR FAMILIES, NOT EVEN A CHILD. Should I become a FATALIST? Is this my KARMA? The KISMET which destroyed me, even before my MOTHER and/or me were born and came to GERMANY??? Or is this the MAN MADE POLITICS which DESTROYED US? The GERMANS might be able to control their OWN PEOPLE, but have no power to dispose over the marriages of "AUSSIEDLERS" and "VERTRIEBENE", only what CRIME did MY HUSBAND and/or ME??? WE also got a "GERMAN" family, but curiously, exactly THIS does NOT COUNT HERE, even if the GERMAN state is based, claimed and stressed any minute this, i.e.this is exactly WHAT THEY WANT. And all those endless talks about "EDUCATION", "QUALIFICATION", "HUMAN RIGHTS" etc. are "NUTS" and NOTHING!? I had everything from beginning, but was almost not permitted to "exist" and in the end could "NOT SAVE ME", so that I must conclude, after I lived for so many years, that THIS ALL DOES NOT COUNT at ALL HERE!!!! You can struggle as much as you want, you cannot besiege the "FATE" ans/or what counts is "LUCK"!!!! YOU will NEVER be a "NATIVE", even if YOU got the CITIZENSHIP! In the end I can say, that BOTH these STATES had managed to STEAL NOT only MY LIFE, but that of my entire FAMILY.
Poor EAST EUROPE, what FATE got you!!! Thinking of my ROMANIAN family, ALL my ANCESTORS, no further than my GRAND-GRANDPA, fought for years against the TURKS, like all the other people from the BALKAN, after having suffered the OPRESSION of the OTTOMAN EMPIRE for approx. 400 YEARS, saving by this WESTERN EUROPE and CHRISTIANITY.
It was NOT only my MOTHER's FAMILY who had to suffer severe losses in the WWI, but also my FATHER's family was heavily affected by it. My other GRANDPA, mayor in another WALACHIAN village, was a GERMAN POW (Prisoner of War) between 1916-1919, having to work incredibly hard for 2,5 years in the Labour Camp LAMSDORF, in Upper Silesia, belonging to the "GERMAN REICH" at that time, now Lambinowice in Poland, while GRANDMA remained also alone, with other 5 small CHILDREN to struggle for their daily life. NOBODY refunded them or asked for "pardon". They all were just happily to have escaped ALIVE, compared to MILLIONS who disappeared. GERMANS complain nowadays ONLY the atrocities THEY suffered after the WWII in the same camp known as "STALAG II", but NOBODY does even mention what THEY DID TO OTHER NATIONS THERE already in 1889 and during the WWI and NOBODY cares for ALL THESE FAMILIES!
We could "reproduce" us only every 40 YEARS, because of all these difficulties, skipping each time ONE GENERATION, while people normally establish every 20 years a family, other nations even every 15 years... The facts I wrote about the PARENT's FAMILIES happened 27 YEARS BEFORE I WAS BORN, so I can really say, that I NEVER had a "NORMAL" LIFE, in a "BIG" FAMILY, NO "CLAN", NO FOOD, NO FREEDOM. RELIGION was forbidden in COMMUNISM as many BOOKS, to TALK or even THINK! I could experience only the life of a my very small family in which it was dangerous "TO TALK", so it was better to avoid everything. I saw my grandparents only TWICE, except my GRANDMA who was dead, and recall my MOTHER wheeping also when she was very old, so do I. This happened because of the SYSTEM there and the POLITICS here, and not by LACK of qualities or OWN faults!!!!!!!!!! But since GERMANS, who are deciding in EUROPE’S politics in the last approx. 150 years, short-sighted and caring again ONLY for THEIR OWN NEEDS, as well as all the other WESTERN countries called also Turkish people here in 1961 wellcoming since 1973 also THEIR FAMILIES, WE WERE FORGOTTEN AND LEFT to RUSSIAN COMMUNISM, so that my beautiful and rich country decayed to the THIRD WORLD!!! During the centuries we had to fear nearly all our neighbours, BULGARIANS, AUSTRO-HUNGARIANS, POLISH and RUSSIANS, of course, who had ataken already in 1812 the Eastern part of our MOLDOVA called "BESSARABIA", russifying and separating it from us, since 1993 a "REPUBLIC" which tries to invent a "MOLDAVIAN" language, and the Northern part of BUCOVINA (BUCHENLAND), as well as the Southern part of Bessarabia, the region called the BUGEAC, a part of the DANUBE DELTA and the strategic important SNAKE ISLAND in the BLACK SEA in dispute now with UKRAINA, after finally also the RUSSIAN EMPIRE fell to pieces, as all EMPIRES did...
The ROMANIAN people is one of EUROPE's OLDEST POPULATION in the EASTERN part of this continent, which geographically is delimited by the URAL mountains in RUSSIA, living more than 2000 years by now here around. The fierce wars lead by the ROMAN EMPEROR TRAIAN against DECEBAL's DACIAN people between 102-106 a.D. were immortalized as a testimony on his COLUMN in ROME!!! We are the only LATIN people in the EAST, the "foster" relative of ITALIAN, FRENCH, SPANISH and PORTUGUESE and a last remain of the BYZANTIN EMPIRE, enclosed by SLAVS and the Non-Indo-European HUNGARIANS. Unfortunately this "smaller" NATION from the "BALKANS", has been OVERRUN, BURNT DOWN, DEPRIVED, RAPED and DESTROYED by all sorts of tresspassing hordes, conquering tribes, expanding empires and states, by greedy leaders and politicians coming from all sides, first from the EAST later from the SOUTH EAST and lately from the very WEST, who whished to extend and dominate the WORLD. We have been so many times "sacrified" and “overseen” being lately "FORGOTTEN", so that we nearly DROPPED out of EUROPE, becoming its "BLACK PEOPLE". The big political question nowadays is only about the TURKS and their ISLAMIC religion, even if we all fought for centuries for the "well being" of the "WESTERN WORLD" and its CHRISTIANITY. "Lucky" TURKEY could prosper, the more, as it did not have the WWII made by the GERMANS and also not the RUSSIAN COMMUNISM!!! All this HISTORICAL FACTS do not seem to be KNOWN or INTEREST the WORLD, as many confused PEOPLE, POLITCIANS, GOVERNMENTS and STATES opposed ROMANIA to join the EC, nearly cutting back its returns to this continent where it does belong. COMMUNISM changed CLASSES, but the INTERNATIONAL WORLD POLITICS nearly echanged the NATIONS!!!! This is absolutely INCREDIBLE , but unfortunately also very, very TRUE!!!!!!! For all those ignoratns I got a suggestion: they should think about, if it would not be better, to move the ROMANIANS to ANATOLIA and bring the TURKS to ROMANIA! It is true that we are only 23 millions, i.e. 1/3 of them, but soon this will have no importance. But I got also another, a much better suggestion: JUST LOOK into a MAP and READ HISTORY, learning ABOUT my unfortunate country ROMANIA. May be one day, everybody will develop a REAL dialog between NATIONS, confronting and reviding its own claims and opinions about the WORLD, not only IMPOSING THEIR OWN ONES!!!...
I fought like crazy against this GERMAN injustice, but could not obtain anything as everything is said to be perfectly "LEGAL" and "CORRECT" here, so that after I could not get even a job as a CLEANING LADY in a theatre e.g. or anywhere else, nor a COURSE to prepare me for my profession or any other SPECIALIZATION in my branch or in connection with my STUDIES, DIPLOMA and / or PERSON, even if I was following on my own a second study in LANGUAGES and LITERATURE, their only proposal was to become, after three years of schooling, a CARETAKER for ELDER PEOPLE!!!!, so I got the right to SERVE the "SUPER HUMANS". This proofs that the "former" NAZIS have not died, but are still very alive, or at least their OPINION of the GERMAN people still keeps its "NAZIST" attitude!!!
In 1987 I wrote letter of 12 pages to the "Minister for FAMILY, CHILDREN, SENIORS and HANDICAPPED PEOPLE", RITA SÜSSMUTH at that time, who ignored me fully and after also the "PARITATE COMMISSION" stated that they "DO NOT SEE ANY OTHER TREATMENT" of my person!!!!!!!!!!, so I decided to leave this absolutely INHUMAN country still behaving like during the WWII for the USA, to start anew, from the beginning, working in the fields next to poor and fully unqualified Mexicans, but found in NY, in the "New York Times", a job as a TEACHER OF ENGLISH in private high schools in ISTANBUL, so I went with my second child of only 4,5 years for two years to TURKEY, and landed again afterwards in Germany, as I had there no SOCIAL SECURITIES at all!!!!
In the end, the GERMAN statement proofed to be only a VERY BIG LIE as THE GERMAN LAW is simply like this: IT DIVIDES PEOPLE deliberately from beginning according to their unspoken needs and secret wishes, making me to be FOR EVER just a bloody, stupid "FOREIGNER", whom they had to accept, as it succeeded to protrude finally their GERMAN society!!!
We had already encountered some NATIONALISM in Romania. The SAXON colonists got privileges to settle there, as had also the HUNGARIANS. For ROMANIANS it was forbidden to settle in their cities, to have schools in their own language and orthodox churches... Hardly a ROMANIAN could enter the GERMAN or HUNGARIAN society for ages, and if somebody succeeded, it was mostly marginalized or had to move elsewhere... This had happened also to my MOTHER in the twenties, while living in SIGHISOARA, after losing everything because of the WWI, even if she had a GERMAN fiancée... Also, we, the ROMANIAN children, were sent every day home for 6 months in the 50'ties by the TEACHERS of the GERMAN SCHOOL, when I was only SIX YEARS old in the first class, till my mother obtained for us a special permit, as we had NO GERMAN origin... I must not explain, what this means for a CHILD!!! We got also some COLLEAGUES who felt "SUPERIOR" and feel this even NOWADAYS...
If you live in YOUR COUNTRY, you do not care, as there are also OTHERS and YOUR own PEOPLE, but living ABROAD is different... The GERMANS got privileges THERE and got privileges HERE too. There is NEVER YOUR TURN to be THEIR EQUAL... It is supposed that everybody knows what had happened in the last century, i.e. the two WW, especially approx. 70 years ago, in the WWII, but I could never have imagined that almost NOTHING has changed!!!...
Literatur:
1). Paul Milata: "Zwischen HITLER, STALIN und Antonescu: Rumäniendeutsche in der Waffen-SS", Böhlau Verlag, Köln 2007. ISBN 978-3412138066
2). Dieter Schlesak: "Capesius, der Auschwitzapotheker", Dietz Verlag, Bonn 2006. ISBN 3-8012-0369-7
Ernst Klee: "Das Personenlexikon zum Dritten Reich", Fischer Verlag GmbH, Frankfurt a. M. 2003 ISBN 3-10-039309-0
3). Erich Stockhorst: "5000 Köpfe – Wer war was im 3. Reich", Arndt-Verlag, Kiel 1985, ISBN 3-88741-116-1#.
4). Hermann Langbein: "Menschen in Auschwitz", Frankfurt am Main, Berlin Wien, Ullstein-Verlag, 1980, ISBN 3-54833014-2.
Rolf Michaelis: "The 11th -SS Freiwilligen-Panzer-Division ’Nordland’", Schiffer Pub. Ltd., ISBN-10 0764331000, ISBN-13 9780764331008
Eginald Schlattner: "Der geköpfte Hahn", Paul Zsolnay Verlag, Wien 1998, ISBN 3423128828.
At this point I must also mention two facts: till 1958 GERMAN WOMEN could NOT WORK and / or make their DRIVING LICENCE, without the PERMIT of their HUSBANDS and till 1975, CHILDREN of NATIVE GERMAN WOMEN from GERMANY, were still and ONLY "FOREIGNERS". Also people seeking political Asylum were not permitted to WORK, so that they had to live from all the others, i.e. the TAX PAYERS, including me and my family. Of what opinion could one be, facing again this "weird", "false", wrong and stupid GERMAN POLICY!!!!!!
On 14.08.1992 I was forced to send my mother home, her, who helped so much the GERMANS despite all what happened in TWO WARS, after a total cancer operation, the moment she could no more continue with the CHOP therapy as she had developed a thrombosis and got no infusion any more, even if we had guaranteed for everything and all, not asking and not receiving ANYTHING from the German state, so that one can say, that she was in fact not permitted to “inspire the air”, “drink the water from the tap” and/or “use the power electricity from the plug in my house”, while PARTY MEMBERS and other "criminals" who established and/or participated to perpetuate the COMMUNIST SYSTEM were honoured and gifted here, MILLIONS of politicians, leaders, spies, official and/or non-official informants from all EAST EUROPEAN states, including the famous “KGB” and the "STASI" from the former GERMAN DEMOCRATIC REPUBLIC, who got best rewards, for which we all have to pay for years also "SOLIDARITY" money, as if they have NOT DONE ANYTHING BAD or WRONG in this world!!!!
Finally, in Sept. 1992, I found also a job in Germany, 22 years after I came to this beloved country, as a TRANSLATOR with ENGLISH, FRENCH and SPANISH in the INDUSTRY and later also all sorts of jobs in offices, NOT in my profession, NOT according to my qualification, knowledge and experiences, and NOT at my level, but I SURVIVED, after a lot of mobbing and 7 times unemployment since, and also succeeded to pay continuously the insurances, so that since last year I have to expect some retirement money as of 500 € a month, much under the average, when I will retreat at the end of this year at the age of 65!!!
Dear reader, do not ask, please, how I was and am still TREATED here, nor about how and what I LIVED, FEEL and THINK, but if you read my story, you must agree that the GERMAN POLICY done oficially and legally, is still proving to be full of an incredibly DISCRIMINATION and RACISM, according to the existing LAWS, INSTRUCTIONS and GUIDING LINES, to which they have added a NEW IDIOCY, this nation being somehow always on an IRRATING PATH, because if they really want PEOPLE of "GERMAN BLOOD", what is with those MILLIONS of FOREIGNERS they "GERMANIZE", and what with the OTHERS, as e.g. my, at least HALF GERMAN CHILDREN and my GERMAN FAMILY!???... AND WHAT is with the so much praized HUMAN RIGHTS??????
If NO study, NO qualification, NO experience and NO documents count, only the ORIGIN, not the SOCIAL one like in COMMUNISM, but the ETNIC NATIONAL, and this also applied in a VERY SPECIAL WAY, NOT for all GERMANS, because they reject some, while they embrace the others, many being NON GERMANS at all, while their own GERMANS from GERMANY do not count, mot getting the SAME RIGHTS, so what would you call all this, if NOT APARTHEID!??? And what would you consider, if not just a VERY BIG LIE, RACISM and DISCRIMINATION!!!
If you think that my life story deserves a COMMENT and/or an ATTITUDE, then please contact me, send me your OPINION, give me your CONSEIL and/or your SUPPORT, because if I fight ALONE, I will never have a chance to change something, the more, I could be just hold for "CRAZY" because I told the TRUTH, so that I really hope to see and/or hear from many of you, somehow, one day, no matter in what form.
Thank you for your patience and understanding.
Yours,
Magdalena Möller, from Walachia
PS Thanks to Dan Brown for reminding the world through his book "Sacrilege" about my first Christian name!
Lieber Leser, ich kann jetzt und möchte hier das DISKRIMINIERUNGS-Problem, welches mich seit 1970, seit 40 Jahren nun mehr, in der BRD so sehr benachteiligt und “quält“, als "NUR" EHEFRAU eines "DEUTSCHEN aus der BRD", also "HIESIGER DEUTSCHER", weil es mich praktisch von all meinen Erfahrungen, Qualitäten, Studien, Wissen… „entblößt“, besser gesagt „beraubt“, und mich, unbeachtet und hilflos "außerhalb der Gesellschaft“ gesetzt hat, trotz meiner FORMATION und BEKENNTNIS zu einer deutschen "ZWEITNATUR", nicht ausführlich und komplett auch auf Deutsch darstellen, denke aber, dass heutzutage fast ein jeder genug Englisch kann, um diese Problematik dem obigen Text zu entnehmen und auch zu verinnerlichen, falls es diesen gründlich liest und darüber länger nachdenkt, werde es aber vielleicht in Zukunft als Artikel in der Gruppe "Arbeit und Humanität" einer größeren Öffentlichkeit zugänglich machen, wenn es vielleicht meinen Job und meine Person nicht mehr so gefährden kann... Ich nehme aber gerne jede Meinung auf bzw. setzte mich damit und mit einem jeden, der das nur möchte, auseinander und natürlich nehme ich einen jeden Ratschlag oder Hilfe an.
Schöne Grüße und Alles Gute,
Magdalena Möller
Cher lecteur, je n'ai pas la possibilité pour exposer ici entièrement l'incroyable problème de DISCRIMINATION j'envisage depuis 1970, 40 ans à ce jour, en Allemagne, comme "seulement une femme étrangère" d'un "Allemand indigène d'Allemagne" à cause de ma origine étrangère, en comparaison à la manière comme d'autres étrangers sont traité, partenaires des personnes de "certaine" origine Allemande de l'Europe de l'Est, appelés "Aussiedler" ("Mouvées") ou " Vertriebene" ("Expulsées", "Refugies", mais pas des "Asiles" politiques!), venant des anciens régions allemands, considérés ("Déplaces") retournent à leurs ancêtres et leur patrie, qui sont bienvenues, doté et privilégié en tout, intégrés et relevais aux professions, positions et titres qu'ils n'ont jamais eus avant, étant même mettes surtout les Allemands natifs d'ici, même si j’eu toute les caractéristiques d’une Allemande et encontre d’avoir marié un Allemand, fait deux enfants Allemands, parce que j’avais mariée «seulement» un indigène de la République Fédérale Allemande, fait qui m’avais privé de toutes mes qualités, études, professions et ans qui j'avais travaille dans mon pays d'origine. Je du lutter 5 ans pour créer les "prémisses", pas avoir encore le droit de rester ici, et encore 3 ans pour devenir Allemande, étant seulement "naturalisée" pendent que les Allemandes ne m'ont aidée et pris en attention, après qu'ils m’ont pris mes études, la profession, les ans de travails du Roumanie et me fis «égale á une zéro». A cause de cette différence qui se faites ici et aussi parce que je suis resté seule avec un enfant handicapé dans uns pauvreté absolue, car mon mari n’a pu résister et s'enfuis de nouveaux a des chantiers étrangères, j’été tenu dehors la société et je ne pu travailler pour 22 ans. Les lois en vigueur donne des incroyables privilèges á millions d’immigrants d’Europe de l’Est, marries, comme moi, dont une des partenaires à une certaine origine allemande, les autre n’ayant aucun attribut sauf d’avoir les mariés, comme mois, mais qui les favorisent en tout et toutes. Ainsi des vendeuses sont faites bibliothécaires, des techniciens - sous-ingénieurs, des sous-ingénieurs ont et faites de ingénieurs plaines..., mais une intellectuelle comme moi a été réduis a une zéro.
Si vous pouvez ou vous voulez m'aides encontre cette problème de discrimination et ségrégation, informez, s'il vous plaît, personnes et/ou organisations, des avocats, des journalistes, des managers ou présidents, ou mettez mois en connexion avec les, car je veux aller a la "Court Européenne pour les Droits Humaines" de Strasbourg.
Au revoir, mes compliments, a bientôt,
Magdalena Möller
Caro lettore, non ho la possibilità per esporre qui tutti i particolari il fronte incredibile di problema I di DISTINZIONE dal 1970, 40 anni ormai, in Germania, come appena " wife" straniero di un " tedesco natale da Allemania" , confrontato al senso altri stranieri, i soci della gente di una certa discesa tedesca da Europa orientale, hanno denominato "Aussiedlers" (" Spostato"), o " Vertriebene" ("Refugiato" , non quelli che chiedono l'asilo politico), venenti dalle precedenti zone tedesche, considerate (" Displaced") rinviando ai loro antenati tedeschi, che sono wellcommed, dotato e privilegiato in tutto, integrato ed alzato nelle professioni, nelle posizioni e nei titoli che non hanno avute mai prima, essendo persino di soprattutto tedeschi regolati di qui.
Arividerci, cordialmente, auguri,
Magdalena Möller
Estimado lector, no tengo la posibilidad para exponer completamente aquí la cara increíble del problema de la DISCRIMINACIÓN desde 1970, 40 años ahora, en Alemania, como "solamente" una " mujer" extranjera de un "alemán nativo de Alemania" , en comparación a la manera como otros extranjeros, socios de la gente de origen alemán (algunos mientre) descendentes de Europa del Este, llamada " Aussiedler" ("Movidos"), o "Vertriebene" ("Refugiados" , pero no ésos que piden Asilo!!!), viniendo de las áreas alemanas anteriores, consideradas come “Expulsados” y vuelto a sus antepasados y alemanes, que son bienvenidos, dotado y privilegiado en todo, integrado y elevado en profesiones, posiciones y títulos que nunca tenían antes, siendo incluso de sobretodo alemanes de aquí.
Quiero ir a la "Corte Suprema Europea para les Derechos Humanes" a Strassburg.
Excusas, no tengo tiempo para continuar. Necesito a revenir.
Asta la Vista, cordialmente, saludos,
Magdalena Möller
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